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A Necessary Season

by Kaanvas

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1.
A Cold Bloom 04:03
A cold bloom, stay back my arms retract I won't hear a word Say not styles heartbeats smiles I don't, feel a curse It wouldn't be honest of me, A promise from the start. I want to be everything confide envy tonight I want to be anything apart from glimpse of ghosts I want to be everything but lost My eyes they weep Your face they keep I try embracing chance don't cry your heart is not as dark the sky that rains on me For you to find For you to find, For you to find Believing I won't go, I'm running out Believing you won't stop, I'm running out Let's talk regrets, one last regress This ends peacefully
2.
Thieves 03:51
How am I to rescue and who am I to rescue you Pick you up and take the pain away away How am I to hold on and why am I to hold on to you Be your shield and wipe the tears away away Oh are we blind just another attempt to take to me for a fool It hurts inside But thieves are known for breaking all the rules... how am I to carry, and who am I to carry you And be the one to take the pain away away how am I to capture and who am I to capture you be your strength and wipe the tears away away Your hands enjoy the silence it's not fair your hair the smell of science I don't care I don't I don't I don't how am I to latch on and who am I to latch on to you hold you up and tear the pain away away how am I to listen and who am I to listen to you hold your lungs and take your breath away away
3.
Play Dead 04:45
Is it really worth it now the time you take but you're never gonna take it Is it really worth it now and I would say not so Is it really strange right now that I could sleep but I would never want to wake up Is it really strange somehow the need to feel alone But I'm not over you and not over this so I guess I'll have to play dead Is it really worth it how I ignorantly drone Its obvious you're through with this I wish that I could say the same for me It's hard to feel the way you thought of it When it wasn't quite the same as me Is it really wrong sometimes to hide the sun while you're waiting for the night time is it really wrong at times to lie within the rain Is it really odd just how your sheets are warm but your stomach doesn't feel right Is it really odd somehow the moon can share your pain But I'm not over you and not over this so I guess I'll have to play dead Is it really worth it how I ignorantly drone When you fall in when you fall when you fall Think about it about it all Think about it all When you fall in when you fall when you fall Like you wanted and you won Is it really strange right now that I could sleep but I would never want to wake up is it really strange right now the need to feel alone But I'm not over you and not over this so I guess I'll have to play dead Is it really worth it how I ignorantly drone
4.
Patience 04:21
Wait on your patience stay on your laments and you oughta know when you're underestimated prey to your patience slave to your cadence but you want to know, are you an ordinary presence. all that's said is dead and gone your heart was not affected once not once. well you never wanted anything you said was not worth fighting what were you fighting for you weren't the only one fallin apart but I'm dying just to save you Wait for your patience stay with your laments if you're gonna show your ever ending statements Prey for your patience a slave to your cadence but you oughtta know that you're an ordinary presence While you and I have stones we want to throw I can't deny I've broken all the bones in your soul Just to save you And my craving hurts but I'll decide that you decide you decided in my raging urge but all aside while you decide you decided to go the other way well I saw your face the other day and you looked fine and I started to think that you would miss me but I went the other way
5.
The Summit 03:29
Carry yourself hard and carry yourself on and your honesty you will not be me and I will not be you are you wanted here but you wont be far far from me when you need me most carry yourself hard and carry yourself on when your honesty is gone Even love has no fear to die forever Even I will see you there to warn the safety you're not the best not the best in a long time I feel you shakin you're longing to run Carry yourself hard and carry yourself on, and your honesty lead me to the top lead me to the top are we all alone but you won't see me there without your heart without your heart Step outside the edge step outside the edge and you're faster after all In a crowded view a crowded view I'm not that better its hard for me to say that I'm proud of you I'm proud of you, are you feeling better Its hard for me this way Carry yourself hard and carry yourself on, and your honesty take me around take me around is it cold in here but you want it all one of me the best of you carry yourself hard carry yourself on when your honesty is gone
6.
When we're around, she is so pretty The talk of the town, the girl made of city Girl made of city We sit here, what seems like a long time But never a long time to feel the breath of motion Keep sincere the attic is leaking The static is shrieking to feel the warmth of the ocean Late at night I imagine her smiling. It's 3am but I am not hiding She speaks in my ears her words are not lying. but she disappears and I started crying I started crying It's my design that keeps me from your toes The voice inside that's keeping me alone In modest need of loving you is so I take apart my heart for you When I'm around she is so pretty The love of my life, the girl made of city Girl made of city
7.
Talk to Me 04:38
I'm carelessly consumed, apart from me is you Tell me something Like tape across my eyes hard to recognize Say something Does it really hurt there That isn't much worse than my mistakes my mistakes Does it really hurt there It isn't much worse than my mistakes my mistakes The sight of sinners gaze streak across my face Show me nothing We're lost within a dream made for you and me So say something Talk to me Talk to me Speak to me Speak to me
8.
Heart Stone 04:18
I found a reason I found a reason That I don't love you for a long time ago I found a reason I found a reason That I wouldn't want to with miles left go But you don't have to remind me That you were meant to fly And when you lay beside me I feel the hurt inside eyes Don't let your Heart stone break Let your heart stone break Don't break down It's been a long time It's been a long time Since I found you since I found once before And I don't need you and I don't need to Explain to cancer why I don't want it anymore Well you don't want me here well I can't make you understand reach inside your ear and I will try to understand There's nothing for me here But you can't deny its safe Don't let your heart stone break Let your heart stone break Don't break down
9.
Wings 04:16
How do we know this is not fear itself that hides itself in me How do we know this is not reasoning How am I sure this is not compromise that sets its eyes on me How am I sure of all of this black that fills the night Let me put my wings back on Let me put my wings back on and fly away Why can't I see that this was never meant irrelevant to me Why can't I see that I am pulling teeth How do we know this is not selflessness that takes its best from me How am I sure of all this evergreen in my eyes Haven't you felt the rain and how it falls down In your eyes A crack in the picture frame its hold on but its leaking out its leaking out Haven't you felt the rain and how it falls down in your eyes A crack in the painters tape its holding on but its leaking out its leaking out How do we know this is not fear itself that hides itself in me How do we know this is not reasoning
10.
Selfish 03:58
I said too much but not enough They said that it hurts but it always hurts When you stay away my thoughts turn grey One love apart one lonely art and I want you all my own As i'm reaching for the phone I hope you are all alone I am selfish Oh selfish me While the nights are strong too strong to touch My dreams are safe not safe enough You make me smile will you stay awhile And dance with the moon I will be there soon And I want you all my own As I'm reaching for the phone I am scared and all alone I am selfish whoa selfish me! Selfish me!!! Yeah We said too much but not enough They said that it hurts but it always hurts

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Released in late 2013, A Necessary Season was a collection of songs written and recorded for my new project Kaanvas. This album was a result of a failed band, failed relationship, and identity crisis. After several unsuccessful attempts to record and gather a band, I resulted in recording this album in my bedroom with my pc. The release was between friends, family, and local acquaintances. I had not pursued a wide press release and made no attempt to market it. I hope you Enjoy!

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released December 19, 2013

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Kaanvas Evansville, Indiana

Photo by: Kara Whitmore Photography

Kaanvas is the moniker of midwest musician Mark Crews, who utilizes a familiar context of alternative rock stylings to weave his own story and spirit into lush and darkly vibrant pieces.

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